debt.

we're trying desperately to get emrhubby's money for school together. i hate having money... but not having it in my hands. we're waiting on several sources for money that is owed to us. so technically we have this money we need but we don't at the same time... im losing my mind!
so this week has just been crazy...money owing everywhere, feeling like we have none. i almost feel a bit up to my head in it. i've been taking alot of photos to get my head out of it, while attempting to figure it out too... ugh... money FALL OUT OF THE SKY!

on a side note, i think it's really amazing how much emrhubby's mom is trying to help us. 

she truly loves her son alot. even though she does not have much, she is willing to give us whatever she does have to put him through the paramedic school.

In a moment.

Emrhubby is beside me asleep. We're in our old 81' camper on the back of our truck. Surpringly it has no leaks. Its a bit blustery outside in this desert valley tonight. I put emrhubby to sleep tonight by talking about blogging and all the blogs I read... You can tell he found this interesting by the soft snoring going on beside me.
Now in all actuality Im thinking about the fact that we've been married for a week and yet it feels so much longer. In my heart it has been. But on paper... Not so much.

I love this man. In all his crazy ways. I love How he'd rather make sure others are ok before himself. How the sound of his truck makes him happy. Our tot yelling Daddy when he comes in the door. When he works too hard for us. When were stuck in a pickle and he gets us out. Yes i love him. So much. Even when we fight about dumb non sensical things.
Tomorrow eve we go home from our honeymoon. Life will go back to what it was before. This will stay a memory in our life forever. We will start to scrounge all our money together to put into the paramedic academy and in 6 mnths my husband will be a paramedic. And i'll get the benefits of seeing him in his uniform.

Honeymooo

Were on our honeymoon in Merritt! Went to see the rodeo for the weekend while my mom watched our kids. Apparently that is impossible for her to do but whatever, that's another can if worms for snother day.

Emrhubby went to the ambulance station and talked to one of the paramedics. He applied to work in this area so he was curious. So far our weekend is going well, no retarded fighting lol emrhubby is wanting to go hunting tomorrow... I just take photos of not in season wildlife.