today. mentally. done.

so today we were suppose to get paid. from the company that my husband works for. did they pay us?

no.

but they did say we owed them money.

so they took it.

thanks... well done for letting us know.

we're so broke. we can't even see the broke line... we're tapped out and though we can see the finish line for paramedic school, it's so darn frustrating.

it's pretty bad. i'm not gonna lie.

i mean i could sit here like alot of bloggers do and sugarcoat my life but really... i didn't start this blog to sugarcoat. i started this blog to remember all the good and the bad and to look back and see how far we've come.

basically our insurance companies are being... well, insurance companies. it's balls.

bad. balls.

i did do alot of nice things today and i really tried to not let ball insurance companies ruin it but yea. thanks alot universe... you better have something good up your sleeve... pull it out. i want it now. even though you likely won't give me it till the last second. so give me it. cause we're at the last second.

on a lighter. not so depressing note. i took our toddler to see Strawberry Shortcake in concert... that was a first. 300 kids jumping and screaming as people in costumes sing - somewhat horribly to music... i got a headache. got hit in by 2 dad's (yes, really...i'm pretty sure they were with their wives too)... then spent 5 dollars on a bag of chips and a chocolate milk. but all in all, it was kinda of amusing.

now let's burn this day and start over. as emrhubs i'm sure would agree...